Make no mistake, this is the take!

and one by one they fall so they say…

another friend kicks the bucket….too bad, he wasnt man enough to tell his family how sick he got and never got the courage to cure himself properly. It was a stupid reason to die of a curable disease and let your body succumb to it and not bother that you can heal.

four years ago, a former bandmate willingly left the world with reasons that he only knew.all I remember is that there were things that could have been done before he took his own life.

Maybe I miss my dead friends.

i want you to try this link that I prepared for you

http://www.youtube.com/ShockTrooper507

yeah its me

I though rock will never be the same again after learning that Audioslave has broken off a year ago. It was a year late when I browsed over the net to check the tour dates of AS. Dammit! Chris Cornell has gone solo again and AS have no solid frontman in their line up as of late.

Akala ko pa naman dadating sila dito sa maynila after foreign bands started arriving to our shores since last year.

Pang asar. sana mag reunion ulit ang Soundgarden.

I’ve been brain dead for awhile now when it came to blogging. I had lots of things that I wanna share with you guys but the timing just sucked. But I got time now so fasten your seatbelts:

Things I wanna do.
~ Ever since I joined that coffee company, my gym time got cut short and went to extinction. Im slowly gaining the weight that I erased a year and a half ago. Its the amount of workload that Im getting that prevents me from doing it. Another thing that prevents me is the slow healing process that my abrasion is experiencing. Care to share to me a very good dermatologist?
~ Brain farting….my current work prevents me from brain farting…cant keep my self to do other things to stay sharp and creative yet my boss counts a lot on my creativity.
~ Sleep properly…need I say more?
~ Sing and Scream.
~ Making Love out of nothing at all.
~ Leave.

In conclusion, all of these things are a work in progress.

hey
its been long since last time.

anyway im about to open my first two babies at galleria and ermita. they are due by next week and next month respectively.

I also bought a bmw sauber f1 shirt for 500pessos and its gorgeous.

I also bought a rare " The Breed" cd earlier and im rocking the hell outa my bed.

I also got ill and still ill with the sickness of the season…cough & colds

Im rarin’ to go back to the gym anytime this year, I jst hope that God will heal me soon.

CSI Las Vegas is back for its 8th season and it looks good, CSI Ny is looking better though while Miami is still flashy and glamorous.

I was able to watch that Chuck & Larry movie and it was hilarious. Ving Rhames brought the house down.

So, what’s new with you?

hmmm.

its been long since I last posted something out here. Well, its been two months since you guys last heard of me but mind you, a lot of things have happened from way back.

Opportunity.
    I went to singapore last month for a vacation and got blown away. it was a dream vacation since ive been working my ass off for over half a year already and i deserve a break. I took it and voila! just take a look at the pics we took and you’d know i had fun. what a welcome breather.
Status.
    Im back on the saddle again.
We are both praying that this be our first and last.
Here’s to you giant!

Work.

I got the increase this time but not the position I was gunning for in the beginning. Challenges are way up ahead but certainly I’d be the first guy to solve it.
Singapore also gave me my EPEC this month which should make it a lot easier to look for greener pasture.

I need to believe that I can do things again because I have done and proved it before.
I need to relearn things that matters to me and how they work.
I need to believe that I can make you happy again after so many months.
I need to believe that Im well again and good enough to break the mold.
I believe in me that I can do this in 90days.

to lose something thats on your back for the long time is.
to gather all the resources to be used on a very lengthy walk is.
to submit to one being for the equal satisfaction of two beings is.
to do the long list and finish everything by the day is.
to sit in the chair long enough to finish 100 tasks in a week is.
to work 100 hrs a week and stay creative the next monday definitely is.

to write this one down after a long period of silence is.

Welcome to my life.

First of all, I would like to thank all of those people who remembered to greet me on my birthday last friday. Geesh! things really do happen very fast when you’re least aware of it.
Ok, my birthday week was awful.. Imagine losing your communicator from a pickpocket and feeling powerless in an instant. Its done and dealt with so I got myself a new fone line which has yet to activate thanks to Globe. If it were not for my sister and Apple, I would not have known how to cut off the line in an instant. But its really awful to lose something when you’re not that ready. It felt like crap all over but there was a retribution.

Thanks to my friends Wiwi, Avic, Bernette, Anton, Melvin, Bench, Maricel and my co-workers for picking up the slack when I least expected it last friday and saturday nite. It was one hell of an opposite way to celebrate any birthdays but it sure was fun though and memorable. You see, its the simple things that will come back to haunt you.

Birthdays have a new meaning now and Im doing the opposite…I should be reaping the rewards soon.

Again, thanks to those who remembered and I know a lot of you guys texted me on my lost number and Ill give you an update as soon as im up and about.

Wahoo!

I freakin lost my celfone the other day and with it are the tons of addresses/fone lines, pics, home-made videos and mp3’s that I enjoy.

Not a good sign when your getting a year older very very soon.

its totally the opposite.

Sigh!