Archive for May, 2005

get out of the rabbit hole and finish what you started

Monday, May 30th, 2005

Im telling you this with a tear in my eye and with a torn heart.

I aint gonna tell no shit like shoulda woulda coulda coz they are reserved for fools like you.

Ill release the thoughts that was imprinted and forever pause the happy moments.

You are free now and Im glad that Ive exhaled and free to roam around.

Cheers to you amidst the pain.Hope that everything goes well.
Nga pala, I already talked to myself that the carpe diem attitude will be multiplied thrice so that there would never be recurrence.

For your info, Im listening and stucked with Poison’s Native Tongue. It may be a decade old but it sure sounds like it was released this year just like your voice. Havent heard it for the longest time and it still sounds fresh. Im saying goodbye na ha?

Babay!

Im feeling the blues…

bright white clouds after the storm

Sunday, May 29th, 2005

Well, last night was a blast!
I was with close friends and family members yesterday and it was fun
Again, I hosted the night like I always do but this time the spotlight was on me
It was really fun seeing friends from different backgrounds in one place
heheh…damn rains, we stayed inside the whole evening and it was damp coz there wasnt even a stale wind.
It was one for the books like they say…I wont forget it and Ill surely miss these guys when I leave
Tomorrow’s gonna be another day and Im right here at my room doing paperworks for tomorrow morning.
Dad’s going to leave for siargao in the morning and Im stuck with alot of docs and decisions to make.
Its going to be a rough week I guess, got no more time to smell the flowers
Hoping God will be on my side.
Salamat ulit!
:)

TENK U TENK U

Thursday, May 26th, 2005

MARAMING SALAMAT SA NAG GREET
sheesh i got a year older and a bit naughtier and wilder
im hoping that id be able to reach my goal in record time
Again, id like to thank my friends, mentors, teachers, bosses, acquaintances for the influences and the bad things that came along with it
i know, a year from now, Id still look at this page and I wont regret my decision.
I just hope that the Guy from Upstairs is listening to me.
let loose

waiting for ex-communication

Tuesday, May 17th, 2005

I browsed over the daily today and i cant say that im shocked but it made me worry on some things like how are the children of this society born since 10yrs will be able to distinguish the right from the wrong.
You see, people from the higher ups gets the money from the gambling lords and all the govt can do is chase them by using the diminuitive policemen who also protects the lords.
Its the taxpayers money that is being used to chase these guys and I suggest, like a taxpayer that I am, that any form of gambling be legalized by the govt instead of increasing the taxes bereft of the approval of the heads of the catholic bank.
Looking back 300 years ago, it is the race of the same people who used the pulpit who introduced us to gambling and prostituted our sense of pride and Im so shocked that GMA is kissing the hands of these popes.
She even went to the funeral of the one heads of the roman catholic bank.
Dont we even learn how to turn our backs from the guys and the things that makes us feeling like slaves.

eyebags and eyesores doubled with loads of sugar

Monday, May 16th, 2005

the title says it all
like how CSI writers label their episodes

been up since 1am today and its 630pm…my knees are getting weaker…pinawis ko na din ung bacchus sa katawan ko

my older brother lent me his lord of the rings bonus cd,now i dont know when to view it

got lotsa things to do
baka may meeting pa tomorrow
im really excited for next year
help me pray for my luck

please do

Stay Alive

Sunday, May 15th, 2005

Stay alive in the land  of the living
Stay Alive and let your soul rise from the bottom

This is my motivation till next year

Ill be putting some cash on something to fulfill my dream
One step at a time
One fullfillment at a time
I promised myself no more to mediocrities

Maybe the ripples in the pond will get bigger

Again, Stay Alive

seeing and smelling what’s on the other end

Thursday, May 5th, 2005

over beer, i was talking to this very interesting buddy of mine in masters. we shared stories from work and from personal experiences.
ahh, its amazing what two beers can do…
anyway, we crossed on a topic on how we, pinoys ended up in shit hole where we are ryt now.
bleep!
so, its the same genius of us pinoys on how we are able to put ourselves on the top
and its the same fear of accountability that we were able to put ourselves with our heads stuck on the ground.
yikes
i still believe in making ripples in the pond but time is short and definitely not on our side.
may be not here and not now.
may be not with the same race.
may be not with the same team

crystal formation in a gel

Thursday, May 5th, 2005


so eto kahit late na, im trying to catch up on things which has always been the case.
too late the hero.making up for the lost time…
kahapon may glimpse of hope at may pagkakataon na magka totoo ang isang long time dream and it  is within my reach
basta wala lang kokontra
below are the things na bawal kong gawin till my next bday
1.rage driving
2.succumbing to anger
3.getting motivation from arguments
4.mamangka sa dalawang ilog
5.god complex
6.get fatter

hay buhay