Archive for August, 2005

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Wednesday, August 31st, 2005

was watching rockstar inxs and look at what we have here:

devil inside, every single one of us, the devil inside

musca muerta

Wednesday, August 31st, 2005

its been a terrible month of august for me kiddo
kaliwa’t kanan ang problema
squeezed my guts and the will to live is there
but the veins are bone dry

dont give me a knife or else i might kill somebody

Wednesday, August 31st, 2005

I resign.
I resign to everything happy.
I resign to the reality that idiots run the world
dont give me a knife or else i might kill someone
dont give me a gun or else i might shoot everybody
dont give me a smile or else i might blow up nobody.

amicus curiae

Sunday, August 14th, 2005

a lot of things has happened recently which got out of control.
im still counting on a sunny day tomorrow,cool monsoon winds and a rainbow.

as i watch that small sad face and small hands, i know ive become a very mean person.

i want to get some sleep coz im happy when im asleep but sleep only stay for a couple of hours so you’re only happy for a couple of hours with your self.it doesnt make any sense really and it wont.

tomorrow’s gonna be a new day

id like to think that its gonna be alright.

bleep.

The Stand

Sunday, August 14th, 2005

I used to sing loud before.
Can I sing now kahit dito lang?

"Sunrays And Saturdays"

Open the window
Let the sunset in
If only for the last time
Let me see you smile again

I’ll take my records
You can have your books
I’m sorry I never read them
But it says so much about us

Always trying
To make love out of care
The perfect recipe
But something wasn’t there

[Chorus:]
Sunrays and Saturdays
Perfect starry nights
Sweet dreams and moonbeams
And a love that’s warm and bright
Sunrays and Saturdays
Friendship strong and true
Oceans of blue and a room with a view
To live the life you choose

You’ll write me letters
I’ll call you on the phone
A wire away from touching
And never quite alone

We’ll get to know ourselves again
And we’ll heal our hearts
It’s not that we’re bad together
We’re just better off apart

Always trying
To have one and one make two
And even though it never worked
I still feel love for you

It’s Over"

I’m here, wide awake again
This fear is something I call a friend
Hello again
It’s been a while since I saw you here
I don’t remeber you saying goodbye

No,
It doesn’t matter it’s over
Here I’ve been waiting
All my life
All this time
It doesn’t matter it’s over
Here I’ve been waiting
All my life
All this time

Here we go, jump to the stars above
So low, why do I fall to love?
Hello my love
This voice never called your name
This boy would never be the same

No,
It don’t matter it’s over
Here I’ve been waiting
All my life
All this time
It don’t matter it’s over
Here I’ve been waiting
All my life
All this time

Don’t let it end up this way
Don’t spend another night afraid
Don’t let it end up this way
Hey-yeah

Don’t matter it’s over
Here I’ve been waiting
All my life
All this time
Don’t matter it’s over
Here I’ve been waiting
All my life
All this time
All this time

I’m here, wide awake again

"Forever"

Take these roses all from me
Let me live, let me be
For a little while
Let my eyes,
See everything and nothing in their time
I do not mind

Who’ve guess I’d learn
To let the walls around me burn
Light up the hillside
My words, I ate them for so long and nothing changed
It was just the same

And I don’t know if you see me
But I can tell you your face is clear
I will see you…

Forever
Forever
I will see you
Forever
Forever

Call me close once again
Call me teacher, call me friend
Just like the first time
Call my name, it echos around me in this room
Its all you

I don’t know if you hear me there
But it’s dark so no one cares
I will hear you…

Forever
Forever
I will hear you
Forever
Forever

I wanted you to be everything to me
Now I’ve got to learn to carry on
I know I cannot hide this emptiness inside
But nothing is the same since you’ve gone

Send me letters from above
Send me strength, send me love
Such sweet love
Sing me songs that echo in my head and in my heart
That’s where you are

And I don’t know if you feel me here
I can tell you one thing that’s clear
I will feel you…

Forever
Forever
I will feel you
Forever
Forever
I will hear you
Forever
Forever
I will see you
Forever
Forever

Take these roses all from me
Let me live, let me be

Last Goodbye
Jeff Buckley
______________

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
but it’s over
Just hear this and then I’ll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you’ll ever know

This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can’t we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it’s just because I didn’t know you at all

Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry ’cause I know that in time
I’ll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye

Did you say "no, this can’t happen to me,"
and did you rush to the phone to call
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind
Saying maybe you didn’t know him at all
You didn’t know him at all, oh, you didn’t know

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories
offer signs that it’s over… it’s over


I dont know what the future will bring but nobody’s perfect right?