I need to believe that I can do things again because I have done and proved it before.
I need to relearn things that matters to me and how they work.
I need to believe that I can make you happy again after so many months.
I need to believe that Im well again and good enough to break the mold.
I believe in me that I can do this in 90days.
to lose something thats on your back for the long time is.
to gather all the resources to be used on a very lengthy walk is.
to submit to one being for the equal satisfaction of two beings is.
to do the long list and finish everything by the day is.
to sit in the chair long enough to finish 100 tasks in a week is.
to work 100 hrs a week and stay creative the next monday definitely is.
to write this one down after a long period of silence is.
Welcome to my life.
